To stay or go, that i never know

Who i was who i am and who i will become

Always fighting against

Who i could have been

Who i could be

Who i could become

Is it sunk cost or is there hope?

Enough to latch onto and anchor so?

Is there a crystal ball that i can look into

And know enough to decide surely?

For this becomes limbo

How paralyzed am i?

In between the spaces of reality and possibility

How do i know where to go?